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Blessing Conspirator
We finally learned how my mother died last week. It was an accidental overdose of pain medication. I'm grateful to know it wasn't suicide, and yet still find it extremely sad that my mother's lifelong... More »
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The Universe is really challenging me to live in integrity with my belief in pronoia--the idea that the Universe is a benevolent place conspiring to shower me with blessings. I can't see the blessings right... More »
Blessing Conspirator
This morning I discovered this lovely and humbling example of how wonderful my tribemates are... Inspired by a Conspiracy I've known Deborah longer than any other friend in my life. She was my first girlfriend and spoke to... More »
Blessing Conspirator
I started this the night I got home but was so exhausted I couldn't finish it. I've just now had time and headspace to do so... It was a 15 hour trip before I made... More »
Blessing Conspirator
Today we made all the phone calls to close accounts, talked to the school district about benefits (we won't know any specifics till we know cause of death), and took care of all of the... More »
Blessing Conspirator
Today began with an 8 a.m. appointment at the funeral home. It was the first moment my sister and I cried simultaneously since we've been together. We have a strange relationship. There are ways we... More »
Blessing Conspirator
I am incredibly blessed with friendship right now. I do believe the Universe has been conspiring on my behalf these last few months to be sure I have a support network of love to support... More »
Blessing Conspirator
How long can I lament with this depressed heart and soul how long can I remain a sad autumn ever since my grief has shed my leaves the entire space of my soul is burning... More »
Blessing Conspirator
It occurred to me last night, when contemplating my dark mood, that I may be am having some painful feelings about my son's imminent departure from my home that I've been suppressing or otherwise not realizing... More »
Blessing Conspirator
I am taking a vacation day from work to come down from some major energy expenditure the last two days. I am so tired in my body, heart, and soul and I need to get... More »
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